What’s on Your Bucket List?

The other week, my friend Karen posted to facebook that she had checked off another item on her bucket list. She and her husband had attended the Bible study class taught by 92-year-old former President Jimmy Carter at a small parish in Plains, Georgia. Other checkmarks? Seeing Nathan Lane in a Broadway show, visiting Ireland, viewing the recent solar eclipse and experiencing a talk by the Dalai Lama in person. Their next bucket list adventure? Going to see the Northern Lights this coming winter.

I started thinking about a bucket list and its importance. The Oxford Dictionary online defines “bucket list as: “a number of experiences or achievements that a person hopes to have or accomplish during their lifetime.”

I realized that, other than my wish to travel to certain places, I’ve never really developed a bucket list. Most of the items I’d put on my list simply happened without it being an actual goal… taking ballroom dance classes, learning to create stained glass, hearing Yo Yo Ma and the Silk Road Ensemble live, producing a TV show…. They occurred by circumstance or a spur of the moment decision, rather than by design.

What I’ve realized about bucket lists is that they keep you motivated. They encourage you to learn new things, to search for new experiences, to ensure your life remains interesting and fulfilling. Writing down goals inspires you to achieve them, just as a ‘to do’ list urge you to accomplish tasks. A written bucket list rewards you, not only through the experience of doing the activity, but also through the zing of reward when you check the item off, knowing it has been achieved.

One of the most robust bucket lists I found was on a blog called Bucket List Journey, written by Annette White. Annette has over 800 items on her bucket list. That’s probably a few too many for most people, unless, of course, you’re writing a blog or book (she wrote Bucket List Adventures). What she’s done, that may offer encouragement if you’re just starting a bucket list, is to break the list into categories such as Creativity, Location Specific Travel, Personal Growth, Food, Animals and Nature, etc. Creating categories may help broaden your horizons to think beyond  the top-of-mind and easily doable. Each item should be challenging enough that it causes you to stretch. Don’t feel you have to add items as adventurous as her listings of eating fire and skydiving. After all, it’s your personal list, so it can be whatever you’d like to do.

So, I’ve just started working on my bucket list. What’s on yours?

P.S. You guessed it! Returning to Paris has already been added to the top of my list. (image courtesy of Ryan Hamrick)


Written as Editor of  BeyondtheNest.com and published in the September 7, 2017  issue of the Newsletter


The Challenge of Our Digital Legacy

800px-Frederick_Douglass_by_Samuel_J_Miller,_1847-52At a VisitRochester meeting last week, Christine Ridarsky, the City Historian & Historical Services Consultant at the City of Rocheste , spoke about the City’s 2018 project to digitize the abolitionist writings of Frederick Douglass in commemoration of his 200th birthday. She spoke about how some of the collection was destroyed when his house in Rochester burned down, but her hopes that, in digitizing the current collection, some of the missing issues might surface and be restored.

In addition to being a prolific writer, Frederick Douglass was also the most-photographed man of his time. His significant legacy lives on in image and word, as well as in the collective memory of the community in which he spent 25 of the most active years of his life. Recently-found photos have added to that legacy.

800px-NorthStarfrontpageAcross the footprint of time, man has attempted to leave his legacy etched on the walls of caves, written on papyrus, carved into churches, sculpted in marble, penned into diaries, books and letters, filmed on celluloid, painted onto canvas, and most recently, typed into computers.

There are more communications options today than ever in the past. With blogs, digital memes, websites, social media, high-definition camera phones, digital video creation, virtual reality, texting, cell phone photography and more, communication today is ubiquitous. Anyone who has a desire can share ideas, thoughts and visual images with others.

Yet I often wonder what percentage of this wealth of communication will live on. In 200 years, we will still have the scrolls and the photos, early books, sculptures and paintings, but will we still be able to access the writing on websites, in blogs and on kindles, the photos taken on digital cameras, and videos that were posted online?

Developing new technology is easy, but preserving our digital legacy is the true challenge for technology makers.

#MeToo – No Fine Line to Misinterpret

Last week, I attended a press conference in Rochester. At the event, I saw a friend I hadn’t seen in a while, and went to give him our usual hug. I sensed reluctance, but I have long been a hugger of friends, so I dismissed what I was sensing.  After we hugged, he confirmed what I’d suspected saying, “With everything going on, you have to be careful these days.

I had a moment of confusion, then understanding. Then I became disturbed, although I understand his caution.

I exclaimed, “We’re friends,” not as a dismissal of his concerns, but as reassurance.

Yesterday, I attended another meeting, and I had a sense of the world shifting. People of different genders were more wary of hugging and kissing on the cheek, although they had done so in the past. A lot of comments and uncomfortable jokes were made about Garrison Keilor, Matt Lauer and others.

I’ve been thinking a lot about this topic, because I have my own #MeToo tales, and because of recent stories unfolding in the news each week. I’ve thought about it enough to want to write a word of reassurance for some, and warning for others.

My husband has commented on several occasions, “It’s a bad time to be a male.” I want to reassure him, “No…it’s a bad time to be a predatory male.”

You see, there are good guys out there and there are predators. Predators beware. The hunters are coming for you.

But I want to reassure the good guys: There is no fine line. There is no fine line between hugging and groping. Both parties know the difference. There is no mistaking the unwanted advance. Whether on the giving or receiving end, no one confuses an accidental or awkward hand brush with a genuine grope.  One doesn’t accidentally expose oneself or one’s private parts to another, and citing Big Bang Theory‘s joke,  it is indeed rare to stumble and fall into a woman’s “lady parts” (or a man’s male parts, for that matter). Drugging someone for sex is never consensual.

I want to say to those men who may be feeling anxious about being misinterpreted, “You know.  You really do know whether your actions could be perceived as predatory. Women don’t go around accusing men of treachery without justification. And women really don’t possess the bully/crowd mentality so that when they see one woman singling someone out, they just jump on the bandwagon for the thrill of it.

How can I be sure of this? Because in today’s society, when a woman says #MeToo, much of society is still quick to wonder whether she’s A) telling the truth, B) simply a “gold digger” looking for money or attention,  and/or C) how she “brought it on.”

Who, in her right mind, would purposely leave herself open to that type of scrutiny without justification?

For those men concerned about having actions misinterpreted, I say “trust your instincts, trust yourself, trust your friend.” You really do know whether you are giving cause to be considered a predator. If not, proceed as usual.”

Photo by torbakhopper

A Child Named Hope

I  take up “the pen” today because it’s the only way I know to wrestle with disquieting feelings I’ve had recently.

aidAs a marketing person, I post to many social media sites – both my own and to those for which I work. One Thursday, about two weeks ago, I had a most unsettling experience.

Through one of the non-profit facebook sites I run, I received a message where the writer asked whether the organization I posted for is truly community-oriented, or “a liberal propaganda house.” He pointed out that there are conservatives and libertarians in the community.

We had a relatively positive message exchange, where I indicated the organization welcomes everyone, and that, as a public access television station, we broadcast everything submitted, except media that advocates violence.

The individual pointed out that recent posts were “Left of Center.”

I thanked him for pointing this out, and stated that our purpose was not to alienate anyone.

Now I will say that the leanings of most of the people who work at this organization ARE, in fact, “left of center.”  As one of the more diverse organizations in the city of Rochester, attracting people of all ages, socioeconomic levels, ethnicities, political leanings and religions, that is the mindset of those who tend to apply for jobs and work there. It also tends to be the mindset of many of the independent producers whose work is shown on the channel. So, the individual writing is probably accurate in his assessment that the posts I have made have a tendency to be somewhat liberal. Following his comment, I actually thought about the fact that we should, perhaps, reevaluate our social media strategy to make it “more balanced.”

Then, in thinking about this exchange, I was curious what had prompted his note.  I clicked on the story I’d posted. That is when I became unsettled.

togetherIt was a story and photo, originally posted by Malia Obama, about Anja Ringgren Loven, a Danish woman doing social working in Nigeria. The first photo showed her feeding an abandoned and severely malnourished two-year-old Nigerian child. In the second photo, it shows the same young woman holding the child at some later point in time. She has now adopted the child, who she named Hope. He is the picture of health and clearly shines with the love he feels.

When I originally shared this post, I considered it a purely inspirational story…the story of one human coming to the aid of another.

As someone who has adopted children internationally, I know that there are some who would say this child has been robbed of his heritage. To those critics, I would say, “Better robbed of his heritage than robbed of his life,” which is likely what would have happened. Every child should have the chance for love, no matter what.

But to discover that this post could, in any way, be construed as a political message totally flabbergasted me.

I am distressed and disgusted that this election cycle has catalyzed a toxic environment that has become so divisive and so polarizing that politics trump humanity and a story such as this can be construed as anything other than inspirational.

What have we, as a nation, come to when we cannot simply rejoice in the rescue of A Child Named Hope?

Disclaimer: This is the opinion of Carol White Llewellyn and should not be construed as representing the opinions of anyone within any of the organizations with which she works.


When the Tail Wags the Dog

photo(55)Many years ago, I saw a performance in which one of my favorite dance companies Pilobolus choreographed and performed the entire first half of the program around the theme of baseball. In truth, it was not one of my favorite performances, but I couldn’t help think what an innovative approach it was to choreography… to let the topic determine the music and choreography, rather than the reverse.

When I’ve done stained glass, I usually design the piece, then purchase the glass to be used in its construction. On one occasion, I’d purchased a packet of glass and several of the pieces were so remarkable in their color mix, I wanted to create a piece that would  highlight the glass. The resulting piece was the image below, of a water lily.

You’ve no doubt had this experience when you’ve seen an item in a store and thought it would make a perfect gift, then determined later what recipient would most enjoy it.

It can be interesting when the tail wags the dog…when you take a different perspective and approach a challenge from an answer rather than from the question.

It may not work all the time, but when it does, it can be a mind-stretching experience and the results may surprise you.

What has been your experience when you’ve allow the tail to wag the dog?

Waterlily adj


Ubuntu: #BringBackOurGirls, #SaveOurWorld

michelle-obama-bringbackourgirls-20140508-132008-574Yesterday, I attended an inspiring luncheon hosted by Teen Empowerment, an organization that works to teach teens to be leaders and to then go out into the community and teach other young people how to lead. It has made extraordinary changes in the lives of many of our youths.

At the luncheon, I learned a new word from Jackie Campbell, Assistant Commissioner for the Department of Recreation and Youth Services for the City of Rochester. Ms. Campbell received Teen Empowerment’s Youth Leadership Award for her amazing and mentoring work among youth in the City of Rochester.  The word is Ubuntu (pronounced /ˈbʊnt/ oo-BUUN-too). She translated it as “I am because we are; We are because I am.” It was a perfect word for the gathering. The word refers to a human universal bond.

I have been upset since I first heard about the kidnapping of over 200 young school girls in Nigeria (and WHY don’t we even know the exact number?!) by the radical group Boko Haram. Recent news coverage indicates the government knew of the threatened attack four hours prior to its occurrence and failed to act. Then, two days ago, eleven more girls were abducted.  If you visit the Amnesty International website, you discover that these abductions are only the most recent in a long list of treacheries committed by Boko Haram that includes murders, church and school burnings, as well as these recent kidnappings.

photo(47)I have been shocked by the lack of immediate response from the Nigerian government and appalled by Nigerian authorities’ response to those leading protests to get those girls back. I am thrilled that the world has finally become aware of these atrocities and that outrage has risen to a global scale where the world community is harnessing forces to take action.

If you are a parent, guardian, grandparent of, or you have any beloved child in your life, you can’t help but put yourself in the place of those parents  who see devastation, loss and despair where a child used to be.  You can imagine their sense of helplessness. As I look at my two beautiful daughters, I know that I would be beyond pain and would go to any lengths to get them back if my daughters were among these girls.

If you subscribe to the philosophy of Ubuntu, you realize that what happens in Nigeria, and how we as a global community handle it, has a ripple effect throughout the world.

I have been struggling with what I, as one individual, can do to help.  That is the reason I am writing this post…to discover and share ways to support the international efforts to #BringBackOurGirls.

Below are some of the things that you can do to support these efforts:

1. Write and call your world leaders. Presidents, Senators, Congressmen, Prime Ministers etc. Demand that they offer their help to rescue the girls. Petitions are good but your individual letter and call is better.

2. Tell all of your friends about this atrocity and ask them to join in writing and calling. Invite them to join you here on FB and march on social media by changing their profile pic to raise awareness with their friends and families.

3. Plan a rally/march in your city for within the next 7 days. PRIVATE MESSAGE us with date, time and location and we will help you organize and promote. You can post on wall but to be sure that we schedule the event – PM us.


While you may wonder what good a signature, a petition, a photo or a video does, it is one of social media’s strongest and most powerful uses. It creates allies. It shouts “We, the world, do not condone this activity. It is an affront to human rights, and we want action taken.”




P.S. If you have suggestions of other ways to help, or you know of a legitimate organization accepting donations to support these efforts, please share them in the comments section.


Alas…Gone are the Maytag Years

496914_watching_tvRecently, my husband has been complaining that his socks wear out in no time.

“They don’t even last a year anymore!” he exclaims, pointing out that, most of his life, he got several years’ use or more out of them.

He’s right, of course.  Gone are the “Maytag years” when companies bragged about how long their products lasted and how few repairs were needed.

Now, many companies, especially those in the technology sector, build their business model around obsolescence.  It is no longer a by-product of producing a consumer good, it is part of the business model that fuels growth.  It’s a way of attracting new customers and getting past customers to return for an upgrade or a new purchase sooner than they might have expected.

Consider the turnover in cell phones, computers, cameras, tablet devices, and even autos, where leasing is encouraged.

A number of years ago, we visited my sister and brother-in-law.  Bob had just purchased a 72 inch TV and entertainment center. Several weeks after we returned, my husband announced that he had just bought a new TV.  It was quite a bit larger than the one we had at the time.  Then, because none of our old equipment would work with it, he had to purchase a new video unit to watch DVDs. As we were dragging the monstrously heavy television up the stairs and into the house, I testily accused my husband of electronic p-nis envy.

“But our old TV is too small for the room!”  he exclaimed.

Within three years, the d-mn thing gave out and we were back to our smaller stand-by that, in truth, was small for the huge living room we had at the time. Ironically, it still worked just fine.

For Christmas, we finally got a 51 inch TV “from Santa,” since our old one was about to give up the ghost.  It looks and works great, but I wonder how long it will last.

This morning, my husband announced,” The next time we go for a television, my may not be able to get a decent model under 100 inches.  I read online that’s what they’re showing at all the electronics shows now. How would you ship one? I bet you can’t get them through a lot of doors.”

Next thing you know, some manufacturer will create a television that will be designed to act as an actual wall to a building, solving the second issue.

My problem with all this? In an environment of climate change, global warming and reduced carbon footprints, I’d like to know that companies are taking an environmentally responsible position on growth.  I’d also like to know that we’re not teaching our children that the only way to be happy is by having the biggest, newest, shiniest toy just as it comes out.

At lunch the other day, two friends and I were discussing economic growth and the measurement of GDP.

“It’s ridiculous that our country’s economic growth is measured by consumerism,” one of my friends declared.


I’m not saying development and enhancements should stop, but isn’t it time for companies and governments to come up with a more forward-thinking model of success and economic growth  not based on obsolescence?

Photo by Romexico, used under creative commons license.